Wednesday, March 15, 2006
time pass by kind of fast huh? i can still rememeber lin and me goin to places like kallang, went under blk drink, talked, went lower seletar reservoir there, party world, even b4 we're together... now the 2 of us together le... hee.. lucky me... just now she ask me go back slp.. i tried to.. but cant.. so.. i thought of coming blog loh..
ben dan de birthday comin le... i really wish i have the money to at least buy a small gift for her.. now.. i really have no money at all... and about my chalet with my friends, i really got no money to pass to her now... not tt i dun wan to.. i noe mq came up alot.. i think once i get my pay, i pass her all of it... tt day her msg really quite provoking.. i dunno wats in her mind... before she even msg me, i'm already very troubled over my family matters le.. i'm so worried for my grandma now... u noe, she bo tai bo zi go and pass on her last will.... as if she noe she's leaving liao... but i noe she wont de... i really hope she wont.. tts y i wanna cherish her from now on... my er jie had a quarrel with my dad the other day and i didnt even noe.. nobody told me tt... i was the last to noe... i felt quite... useless... about the money stuff, i hope mq can live a few days with not so much cash.. cause i've been no cash for a very very long time also liao.. but i still wont die.. haha.. i'll return her asap.
yan lin.. she's my only source of happiness other than mark... really dunno wat to do if the 2 of them are not here... she.. really makes me wanna be better, stronger and... happier... i hope she wont tired herself out cause she got to acc me.. i feel that i'm really troublesome... but.. i'll jia you, and be better de... all i wan is to see lin's smile, hear her laughter everyday... she meant so much to me......... tts y.. i'll surely do somethin for her on her birthday de.. i have no money.. but i'll think of ways de... promise!! hee...
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