Tuesday, March 07, 2006
among the 3 days i work in motorola, today is the most tiring day of all.. dunno y the aunty like pms like tt.. knn.. keep scold me... haha.. but now finish work loh... all i'm thinkin of is lin now... she actually waited for me to have my breaks just to acc me to talk... i'm so touched... love ya soooooo much!! hehe.. but after my 3am break, she went slp le.. 5 am, i cannot tahan then ran outside.. brought my phone along.. was listenin to her breadthin sound which i had recorded in my phone.. close my eyes and imagine her slpin.. she's been very tired these days cause of me.. i feel quite guilty actually... dui bu qi.. dear... i'm really glad tt ure with me.. i feel so happy, overjoyed when i see u... talk to u.. everythin is just too good to be truth... i cant believe all this is happenin to me.. haha.. but whenever i think of these good things, i will wonder.. if all this happiness will be gone just tml not.. i can feel the love from u.. but its just that.... maybe i have too little confidence in myself..
just check my friendster.. leonard msg me there.. after i read this, i feel so much better.. at least he thinks tt lin and i suit each other.. this is wat he wrote to me..
"hey bro.. dunno why but i feel soo happy for you.. =) cant stop > smiling.. haha.. you've been single for some time now and its > your time now..hehe..i know you'll treat her really good..nice > work man..she looks pretty cute and you guys look cute > together..lol..im serious..jia you man..> now its my turn to be single and everything eh? hahaha..im > jealous!! i really miss her soo much..haix..anyway, ill be fine.."
this words from that fucker meant alot to me.. cause he's the 1st person that tell me this.. haha.. actually i feel sad and also worried bout him.. dunno wat he is thinkin in his mind after zx broke up with him.. really hope he's fine... leonard, dun worry too much.. after ur studies, come back singapore and go after her once again.. surely can de... haha..
later on, after i wake up, i'll go find lin.. hehe.. so excited!! dunno must wear wad later... haha... ah.... feeling quite tired now.. goin bathe then slp loh.. b4 i slp, i'll look at my desktop for a while.. wanna look at my wallpaper... haha... =p i'll go slp till bao bao later.. after tt i'll call my ben dan loh.. haha..
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