Friday, July 28, 2006
time passes by so quickly.. bao bei and i five months le.. its like we've been together for only a while... its like i can still rem noeing her in pri sch... the same class we were together then.. she always look so cute... even till now.. i'm really a lucky bastard to have her by my side.. i just read her blog.. feel kind of sad.. cause she say she cant wait to go oversea so quickly... y.....? if she goes, wont she miss me? i'll miss her like fuck every single day if she goes de... i may be very selfish if i dun allow her to go.. but if she really manage to go there, i'll surport her all the way.. she's really very nice to me... and i will nv take advantage of tt... i want her everyday to be happy and happier.. i cant help her much in sch... but i can do every other thing with her just to make her happy... i'm really willing to do it...
dear ah.. i really hope u wont get bored of me so fast... dun be so sick of ur life k? dun expect too many things for urself... ure only human.. dun always stress urself too much k? can learn abit from me in slacking in life... there's alot of crappy things u can do.. slowly find interest in doing the things u dun usually do, like tt, u can waste alot of time de... i'll go find u whenever i'm free de.. i'll defitenitly try my best to find u everyday de... i'll always be by ur side if ever u needed some1... dun feel alone k? for freindship part, i can be ur best friend as well ma.. can crap with me.. and at the same time, be sweet to me.. hehe... like tt good rite? u make me wanna be different... i'm not the boring and lazy guy i used to be le.. really... now, i'll try my best to do my things well and dun disappoint u... no one will ever take ur place in my heart de... u have already filled up 80% in my heart liao leh.. hehe.. my heart is so big and yet u can fill up so much space in it... like tt very powerful le u noe? hehe..
everyday passes by w/o even realising it... we muz jia you together for a better future k? life is really very unpredictable.. i may involve in any accident anytime.. no one noes... so, we muz love each other to the fullest every single day k? i may not be as good as others... but, i'll defitenitly love u more then any other ppl can do... i dunno y i'm falling so deeply for u.. my heart just tell me to do so.. it tells me to protect u from harm, to give u happiness, to give u all the good things in this world... and also, to give myself to u.. i noe tt if next time, if ever u dun want me anymore, i'll feel really hurt.. and i might not be able to stand up for a long period of time.. but tt doesnt matter... cause i just want is the present... which is now.... even if tml u dun want me anymore, i wont blame u... i'll not regret any shit tt i've done or did not do.. bao bei ah... dun ever feel scared to love me too much k? i may not be as good lookin as others, i may not be as good as ur other ex... but there's 1 thing i'm really really certain about.. and that is, i wont be not truthful to u.. i wont lie about the love i have for u.. u understand ma....? no matter wad the future may be, u'll always have me de.. promise!!!! u see huh.. i say promise le... so muz believe hoh... put more faith in me.. i wont disappoint u like ur past... i wont make u feel like shit like how u used to be.. cause.. i'll nv want a single day of ur life to be miserable again.. trust me k....? bao bei.. i love u... happy 5 months and 1 day anniverary..
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